Hey there Zy
I know it's a couple of months since you posted this, but hopefully this reply will still reach you.
I registered on this site a few months back too; hoping to make contact with other non-binary peeps... but sadly (even though my introduction post has been viewed more than 100 times) nobody replied!
Looking around it doesn't seem like any of the discussion forums are heavily populated, so maybe I shouldn't take it too personally
Having only realised within the last 12 months that THIS is my gender identity, THIS is the identity that fits, following 40 years of thinking / knowing I'm the only person in the world who feels 'wrong'; I've been desperate to find others.
Can I ask - are you in the uk?
Anyhoo.... I hope you're well, and that this message reaches you soon